That's what I'd like to do right now. I think I will. Life is just too painful to contemplate talking with a friend or figuring out how it's all not as bad as it seems. I have a friend that feels like this every day. How can she stand it? How can I stand it even for one day? Sometimes when I feel this way talking with a friend helps. Tonight I have no interest in that. I have no interest in feeling better. See you on the other side.